NY Moment

I was sitting on the train yesterday morning really beating myself up, saying what have I done in the last however many years, how come I'm nowhere near to where I want to be, how come I'm not better at what I do, how come, how come. Why oh why.
I had given myself several black eyes and then a woman sat down beside me and opened up the New York Times. I looked at the page and saw an advert I shot the previous week. It's not saving lives...but if someone had said to me back when I lived in Newcastle and figuring out how to escape 'One day you will be living in New York and working as a photographer'
I would be quietly happy with my future self. I love NewYork as the t shirt says.